time check!

and yet another week flies by.

sometimes, we immerse ourselves so deep that we fail to realize that time has just passed us by. a quarter of this year is gone. and what have we achieved so far? other than job achievements, that is. other than the fact that every (available) weekend is spent doing facials and catching up on sleep to cancel out all the bad debts accumulated over the week, and spending quality me-time, bf-time, family-time. no no, don't get me wrong here. i do enjoy my 'rituals'. in fact, i am thankful for just the fact that i am able to perform my weekend 'rituals'.

my point here is that, it's already going to be APRIL??

-hyperventilates-

where did all that time go to? seriously? i mean, yes, there was hokkaido (still stuck there really) and then hong kong.. and it's already april? that is like one quarter of the year gone by. i really need to stop running. the most ironic thing is that, you're expected to run the fastest because of your young age. the thing is, only when you've passed your golden years (which essentially i am having mine now!!) that you start to slow down and enjoy life and fruit of your labor.

NONONONO. i will not accept that. i want to enjoy each moment as it is.

the funny thing is, when i was back in school, i thought that the next 20 to 30 years will fly by in a blur, just going through the motions of life, and then *BAM*, you're into retirement and start to enjoy life again. but now being in the supposed worst stage of your life (you're supporting the economy, society treats you the worst, you start to have dependents instead of being one yourself, etc.), i really really want to just enjoy the time as well.

to be thankful for everything that i have. the enjoy every moment as it is.