jaded.

at some point in time you will start to feel jaded and tired and basically everything that you looked forward to will slowly start to fade away into the far distance until you cannot remember what you looked forward to in the first place.

at some point in time you will need to reevaluate why you put yourself through all of it, to remind yourself once again what is the whole point.

sometimes you just need to shut your mind off and do what you're just supposed to do. because smetimes, thinking and feeling too much will just kill.